Tuesday, November 20, 2007

My Not So Good Mood

Hmmmm... my day started with a heavy breakfast. I dreamt of ordering food and before I even started eating it, I woke up. Grrrr... what a weird dream but this is quite normal to me. I don't know why but food is often in my dreams. I woke at early too, around 7am and I just decided to continue eating in my real world. I fried egg and hotdogs, made some toasts and had hot chocolate. Dang, I could not remember the last time I prepared myself this kind of breakfast.

My day was quite fine at work. I actually like my job as long as the finances are not so stressful. I was smiling too the whole day while talking to my coworkers but... I guess the imbalance that my body is feeling is again affecting my mood tonight. Hmmmm... gotta blame it to being a woman. Why do our hormones affect how we feel? It is so unfair! Do you know that in a woman's cycle, there are only around 5 days that are normal. It's even hard to trust what I feel right now and this holiday and cold season make me blue, huhuhuhu. Talking to a good friend who does not feel so great affects my mood as well. I wish life is easier... everybody knows and gets what he wants... people always understand each... and man and woman in a relationship are on the same page... and so on.

Awwww, life indeed gets harder as we grow older.... and I'm still in denial that I'm actually getting old.