Realizations at 30

I've got some new realizations at 30...

1. I do not know anymore how to bike or I'm too scared to even try it in front of a lot of people. Gosh, it has been so long ever since I got this nervous again and I acted like a child completely.
2. I think I want to buy a bike and face my fear of falling, hurting myself and other people, and getting scars. I used to know how to bike and I was biking until maybe around 8 or 9 years old.
3. I never lost a phone and I just lost one... and it was never found. It was ironic though that I lost a phone and it got stolen by someone here in the States when I left my phone one time in Pizza Hut in Makati and I still found it.
4. Most filipinos who grew up back home are really pampered and sheltered. Sometimes I wish I grew up here so that I know the basic things more.
5. I do not feel or act 30... and it has its advantages and disadvantages. Errr, I do not know when will it really hit me. Maybe 30 is the new 20!
6. I've been in the States for 4 years but it feels like it is way longer than that. And wow, I spent half of my years in the States with Matt. It seems like a lot of things happened in my life here too.
7. I still have a lot of uncertainties in life. I guess, change is the only constant in life anyway.