My Not So Good Mood

Hmmmm... my day started with a heavy breakfast. I dreamt of ordering food and before I even started eating it, I woke up. Grrrr... what a weird dream but this is quite normal to me. I don't know why but food is often in my dreams. I woke at early too, around 7am and I just decided to continue eating in my real world. I fried egg and hotdogs, made some toasts and had hot chocolate. Dang, I could not remember the last time I prepared myself this kind of breakfast.

My day was quite fine at work. I actually like my job as long as the finances are not so stressful. I was smiling too the whole day while talking to my coworkers but... I guess the imbalance that my body is feeling is again affecting my mood tonight. Hmmmm... gotta blame it to being a woman. Why do our hormones affect how we feel? It is so unfair! Do you know that in a woman's cycle, there are only around 5 days that are normal. It's even hard to trust what I feel right now and this holiday and cold season make me blue, huhuhuhu. Talking to a good friend who does not feel so great affects my mood as well. I wish life is easier... everybody knows and gets what he wants... people always understand each... and man and woman in a relationship are on the same page... and so on.

Awwww, life indeed gets harder as we grow older.... and I'm still in denial that I'm actually getting old.

Thinking Mode: ON

Tonight, I was full of ideas. Ideas that could make me rich, hahaha. :) I really think my fruitful life will begin at 30.

I can't share my thoughts here coz for now, they remain private. Hmmmm... I think my creativity is showing up, not in the artistic sense but in the innovative way. :)

This Year

30 is so near and along with that are the multiple thoughts... what you are, what you have done and what you really plan to accomplish in life. Good thing, my thoughts are positive lately. I feel like there's a lot of opportunities ahead. I hope what I'm feeling is so true.

This year is almost over and days will move even faster after Thanksgiving. I wouldn't be surprised if I woke up tomorrow and it was a whole new year. I've got my peaks and valleys this year but I think it was and still is a good year for me. I've learned a lot and I think I can meet my goal this year (I wasn't shooting for the star so it was quite reachable). I hope that next year will be better than this and that my ideas will be put into a positive action. Maybe my fortune cookie was right. :)

I think everything is all in the mind... as long as my heart is happy. :) My sense is getting blurry again which is so MEeeeeeee. Have to say goodnight now coz tomorrow is another busy day.