Alright, there's no reason for me to feel blue. I woke up so feeling down and even wanted to give up here, quit my job and just go home. I was actually feeling this again since Monday. I need not explain but I guess as my cousin said when someone throws me lemon, make lemonade. I actually want lemon squares cuz. :)
I should focus on the good side of life and the learnings after the storm. I think it is also good to accept being weak at times (who doesn't anyway?) but you have to be able to get out of it. I felt weak that I even called him coz he knew what was going on , why I was feeling sad this week and true enough, he gave me a good advice and yes, he's right, I know myself better than what other people think. I'm not in grade school anymore who would listen to what people say about me just to put me down. When I checked my e-mail, Ate Eileen and Denise sent me mails and they really care about me. Gosh, my sister, finding time to write a long e-mail means a lot coz she's really a busy lady. I also had a good lunch with other four coworkers and nice to hear new stories. My day was busy at work and I feel positive about this new company that I'm managing the finances. Also, Ronnie said we're going to Hawaii by the end of August to early September. I'm excited now. Another coworker gave me a good travel tips and ways to try new things. I'm actually thinking of spending Christmas in Key West, Florida with or without someone and just have fun and celebrate my big 30 there. :) And awww my cuz Joy really loves me, look at what she wrote: http://idioxinecrasies.com/cheer-up-219.html#more-219 .
I know myself... I love myself... and there are a lot of good reasons to live... I'm almost there to what I want and need... and things will be a lot easier... I will see my family soon... I will have more options... I win some, I lose some and there's always time to win and learn from my losses. I remember the book, Dare to Fail ... and yes, we shouldn't be afraid to fail coz everytime we do, we're closer to success.
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