I think I'm getting better. I'm actually amazed on how mature I'm taking this tonight. I realized that I don't want to dwell on how sad this is but focus on the new beginning out there again.
He is still a nice guy and I don't ever want to remember us parting or him as something so sad and bad. So, we had a good dinner and talked about happy and exciting stuff. It was actually a good time. I know it sounds weird but it's true. Like I've said we never really had big fights and didn't really have complaints about each other so I don't think we should end it up hating each other like how couples normally do it. We both need to grow and explore the world since we both do not want to think of or are ready of our future together. After all, everything is just a matter of getting used to and knowing more not only about yourself but also what's around you.
I think I'm fine now. I actually understand what he's going through and I don't want to be the selfish person who only thinks of the hurt, what I think I want or will make me happy right now. People might think my views right now are weird but I like them. :)
I should focus more on regaining my confidence back, knowing and loving myself.
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