I feel like a kid again counting my days before my vacation (6 more working days)... my days before my bday (10 more days)... days before Xmas (11 more days)... and a new year (18 more days). The only difference is that when I was a kid, I was happy but now, I don't really know how I feel.
Part of me wants these events to finish and start a good year. Part of me is scared that I am getting old again and have still not accomplished much. A greater part of me misses home and feels the loneliness that this holiday season brings in.
Maybe, it's the time of the month... maybe it's being away from home... maybe, it's just me... maybe it's the pressure at work... maybe baby...
I know I have to be thankful for the friends I gained here and for having a special someone right now but I can't help what I'm feeling too.
Alright gotta go and stop dwelling on this part, Matt is making tacos and dessert and I need to drive to his place now. I know when I get there, my mood will be different. Haay, it's nice to have a baby damulag (his new pet name) :)
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