Monday, August 14, 2006

????****duh????ZZZZZZ....

I need a vacation. I feel so tired and burned out from work. Last Friday, I was ready to collapse coz of a really busy and crazy week. I hope this week turns out good.

My mind is going crazy tonight... a lot of thoughts going on. It has a mind of its own, that's why it's called a mind.... hahahaha. See how weird it is? Oh well, it has mixed thoughts... part of it misses home, part of it is saying how tough I am now and how I am fine just being alone, part of it's feeling lazy and wants to procrastinate, part of it says that I am just wasting my time now writing, surfing the net and not doing much, part of it is telling me that it can control my emotions now, part of it thinks of Matt, part of it wants to take a break and go elsewhere and part of it is telling me that I have to stop coz it can get on and on and on and on and on with whatever stuff!

I have changed a lot. My mind rules me now but I guess I have to let my heart lead once in a while coz my mind gets tired too.

I have to sleep coz I'm not making sense anymore.

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